Agnes the Alien

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March 14, 2026

Fandom Sucks Now, and Other Laments

You know, these days, I am getting sort of tired. I don’t really know how else to describe it, so we’ll just go with the simplicity of I’m really just kind of tired. And the worst, most unsightly aspect of it all is this - I don’t really know what I’m tired of. I can give you a list of reasons without hesitation - 1) I spend my entire time in fandom....

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(Nus Braka Voice) how's that for a trauma loop?

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about my creativity. I don’t do a lot of original work – Ice Dancer was my first poem in… way too long, maybe a YEAR? – I’ve only been focusing on fanworks. I do have ideas for original works! Many, in fact! But every time I sit down to write, there’s a block. I don’t really know why.

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