Author: agnes
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Blog: I Just Have To Start Blogging
I’m on, like, a million blogging platforms. Come on. I host a clone of Dreamwidth and am on Dreamwidth. I have a Pillowfort account. I have a Tumblr…
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Blog: I Cried At My Birthday Party
Originally published June 27, 2026. Content descriptions: contains implications of abuse and discussions of suicide attempts. I was born in Muskegon, Michigan on June 27th, 2001, in a…
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Blog: How I’m Gonna Get My Shit Together (For real this time) (NOT CLICKBAIT!!)
I have been NEEDING a plan to get my Shit Fucking Together. I am so tired of living in the hell that is OCD-PMDD-BPD. It is ruining my…
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Excerpts from a Scrapped Dissociative Horror Story
Suicide CW. I’m not supposed to be this kind of body, I tell myself as my consciousness fades. I’m not supposed to be alive at all. The water…
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Fandom OC Spotlight: The U.S.S Tree Sparrow (Star Trek)
Set beginning in 2402. The U.S.S Tree Sparrow, the first and only of its kind in the formerly scrapped Bloom class of federation starships, originally had a three-year…
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Blog: “Fandom Sucks Now”, and other laments
Content Warnings: child sex trafficking & PTSD mentions. You know, these days, I am getting sort of tired. I don’t really know how else to describe it, so…
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Poem: Memory Loss
I’m thinking gorgeous. I’m thinking vivid backdrop—the bright red bloody scene where I collapse into a pileof baby blanket scraps that flutter down over the peach trees,splattered in…
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Personal Essay: Stream Of Consciousness 08/2025
I am trying to think about a universe in which I can see that I am loved. And I mean really loved, you know, not just stuffed with…
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Blog: [Nus Braka voice] How’s that for a trauma loop?
Content warning: childhood sexual abuse & trafficking. I’ve been thinking a lot lately about my creativity. I don’t do a lot of original work – Ice Dancer was…
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Fandom OC Spotlight: V’Vezeqt “Viv” (Babylon 5)
VIVS OVER THE YEARS……….. Fic series link V’Vezeqt (or Viv) is my oldest OC. I made hir in December 2022! Ze was originally a self-insert OC for my…